I think I'm sick... hell I'm tired too...OR I'm sick of being tired AND I'm tired of being sick. etherway I think my body telling me to slow it down, take it easy, wich would be all well and good but that dousn't look like it's going to happen anytime soon... not with CIT on the day off work... so yes that's right people I work 5 days a week and go to school the other 2... and a month in it's starting to catch up with me.

Plusses of the week (or is it pluses?)
I have a new phone!! it's black and shiny with a touch screen
I'm now back in regulare contact with my Melbourne boy! (yay again for the new phone)
the designes that I did for class were top knotch and I think I have a  good chance that 'youth law center' will pick mine to use as there logo

Mineses of the week
I was late to work twice ( set the alarm wrong on the new phone)
I'm tired 
I'm sick


and I'm sighning off 

I'm a big LJ fun... I read lots ppls LJ's... my own how ever is lacking. so I'd desided.. Mid year resultion.. post more ... at least once a week

I've been quite busy scince I tast posted ..I'm at school again.. the firts time back in four years.. can we all say OH My God? OMG!!
I'm doing somthing I sware I'd NEVER do..
I'm in a long distance reationship

his name is Crossy
he live in Melbourne
he makes me feel sexy
he's also so HOT I don't know what he's doing with me
(he's also the obly guy to make me cum)


I hate the distance tho... it trully sucks... 'specilaay since my phone is broken

I'me now sinoire staff at Tossers... yay me so pay is good
life is good
and I wish to share the goodness
love lothe goodness luv liz

ok. ok I know I have updated in AGES.. I mean I've done all sorts of cool stuff since I last wrote on hear... like sailed over seas, swum in the Tasman sea. Climbed up a 30m mast. all the way up to the T'gallen yard. Past the Topsail Yar wich strangle was the one in the middle. and at the Same time I've gotten used to having personal space again... WTF?! My dad has come back from Puket from uncle Eio's 50th B'day and he had a Wail of a time.

but really that's not what I really wanted to say...I was dreaming in bed (not the dream where I was looking forward to going back to sleap again) but it occerd to me (yes in my sleap) that the chars Ron Stopable, (from Kim Possibale) Ron Weasely (Harry Potter) and Xander Harries (Buffy) all have the SAME PERSONALITY!!! I'm I the only one who's notised?! the loeable goffie side kick, Dominated by the Strong save the world tips, and are all probaly chrushing on said Save the world person!!!

ok I've shared my thought. I'm done I'll next time Amigos
Liz

I think my head is about to imployed. I don't think it's hit me yet an damm it should of by now. I mean come on!! it'shappening in less tha a week.

for thouse of you who havent seen me sincea week befor christmas, well let just say I had a phone call and now I'm a) quite a bit poorer. b) disoginised c) one step away from being a big pile of goop that'll go 'bloop' if you you go nearit?

Why? I hear you ask

Well.

I am SALING to New Zealand on the Young Endeavor.

SALING!!

FROM SYDNEY TO AUCKLAND!!

HOLY FUCK!!


and I'll say it again



HOLY FUCK!!!



and being that they only really called me a week before Xmas (I was on the "we'll call you list if ppl drop out) I'm in full on panic mode.

I've got a mounth off work and managed to get my passport done in time, payed off the trip , as of yet still dont have a flight booked home (Aggggh!!)
I've got saling gloves and some sunnies
But fuck
fuck

OMG


fuck

I need at least 3 months to get ready!!

not 3 weeks!!

GROWING UP IN  AUSTRALIA


       I'm  talking about hide and seek in the park. The corner milk bar,
hopscotch,  billy carts, cricket in front of the garbage bin and inviting
everyone on your street to join in, Skipping, handball, handstands,  elastics,
bullrush, catch & kiss, footy on the best lawn in the street,  slip'n'slide,
the trampoline with water on it, hula hoops, stepping  in puddles, mud pies and
building dams in the gutter. The smell of the  sun and fresh cut grass.

       'Big  bubbles no troubles' with Hubba Bubba bubble gum. A choc-top. Mr
Whippy cone on a warm summer night after you've chased him round the  block. 20
cents worth of mixed lollies lasted a week and pretending  to smoke "fags" (the
lollies) was really cool!.. A dollars'worth of chips  from the corner take-away
fed two people (AND the sauce was free!!).

       Being  upset when you botched putting on the temporary tattoo from the
bubblegum  packet, but still wearing it proudly.
       Watching  Saturday morning cartoons: 'The Smurfs', 'AstroBoy', 'He-Man',
'Captain Caveman', 'Archie', 'Jem' (truly outrageous!!), 'The Wizard  of Oz',
'Banana Man' and 'Heeeey heeeeey heeeeeeey it's faaaaaaat Albert'.  Or staying
up late and sneaking a look at the "AO" on the second
       telly. When  'Monkey Magic' with fish face & pigsy had a cult following.
Miraculous  Mellops. & who could ever forget Degrassi Jnr High?

       When  around the corner seemed a long way, and going into town seemed
like  going somewhere. Where running away meant you did laps of the block
because you weren't allowed to cross the road?? A million mozzie bites, wasp
and bee stings. Sticky fingers, cops and robbers, cowboys and indians,  riding
bikes and catching tadpoles. Marco  polo in the neighbours' pool ("fish outta
water?!""NOOOO"), drawing all over the  road and driveway  with chalk. Climbing
trees and building cubbies out of every sheet your  mum had in the cupboard.

       Walking  to school, no matter what the weather. When writing 'I
love....?..'on your pencil case, really did mean it was true love. "he loves
me? he loves me not?"

Running till you were out of breath.

Laughing  so hard that your stomach hurt. Pitching the tent in the
back/front yard.  Jumping on the bed. Ghosts stories with the next door
neighbours. Pillowfights,  spinning round, getting dizzy and falling down was
cause  for the giggles.

       The  worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team. Water
balloons  were the ultimate weapon. Cricket cards in the spokes transformed any
bike into a motorcycle. Eating raw jelly, making homemade lemonade and sucking
on a Funny Face, Paddle Pop or red Icy Pole.

       Remember  when there were only two types of sneakers - girls andboys.
Dunlop volleys with the green 'n' gold or blue and the only time you  wore them
at school was for "sports day." Bloomers in primary school  & Scungies under
netball skirts.

       You knew everyone in your street - and  so did your parents!

       It  wasn't odd to have two or three "best friends" & you
       would ask them by sending a note asking them to be your best friend. You
didn't  sleep a wink on Christmas eve and pretended to sleep for the tooth
fairy.

       When  nobody owned a pure-bred dog. When 50c was decent pocket money.
When you'd reach into a muddy gutter for 10c. When nearly everyone's  mum Was
there when the kids got home from school. It was magic when dad  would "remove"
his thumb. When it was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at
the local Chinese restaurant with your family.



       When  any parent could discipline any kid, or feed her or use him to
carry groceries and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.

       When  being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the
fate that  awaited a misbehaving student at home. Basically,  we were in fear
for our lives, but it wasn't because of drive-by  shootings, drugs, gangs, etc.
Our parents and grandparents were a much  bigger threat! Some of us are still
afraid of them!!!

       Remember  when decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo" or
dib dib's-scissors, paper, rock. "Race issue" meant arguing about who ran  the
fastest. Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in Monopoly".

       Terrorism  was when the older kids were at the end of your street with
pea-shooters waiting to ambush you.

       The  worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was boy/girl
germs,  and the worst thing in your day was having to sit next to one.

       Where  bluelight disco's were the equivalent to a Rave, and asking a boy
out meant writing  a 'polite' note getting them to tick 'yes' or 'no'.

       When  there was always that one 'HOT' guy/girl.

       Having  a weapon in school meant being caught with a slingshot.
       Your  biggest danger at school was accidentally walking through the
middle  of a heated game of "brandies".

       Nobody  was prettier than your Mum. Scrapes and bruises were kissed and
made better. Taking drugs meant scoffing orange-flavoured chewable vitamin  C's,
or swallowing half a Panadol.
       Ice cream was considered  a basic food group.

       Going to the beach and catching a wave was a dream come  true.

       If  you actually lived there boogie boarding in the white wash made you
the next Kelly Slater. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dare".

       Older  siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest
protectors.

       Now,  didn't that bring back some fond memories?? If you can
       remember  most of these, you're an Aussie legend!!! Pass this on to
another Aussie  legend who may need a break from their "grown up" life...

make me do a quiiz ... HAH!! theses resoults are soo boages... no none of you leave me or ELSE!! *voise of Doom!!*

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

My life is neer perfect right now.
sur I have no boyfriend/gilfriend.. I've put back on some wait that I'd lost last year... most of my friend have moved to Sydney or thinking of moving there ( you know who you are )
But at the same time I'm happy and the most realexed I've been in the longest while. And the strange thing is:

People are noticing!!

was I really that stressed?! I must have been... and I hate to think what I must have put my family though then.

I have found recently that I seem to be turning away from my beloved HP fan fiction love and have been searching the net for something new and run read... well un read by me... you know what I mean... and I have found ... bugger all ... it' rather depressing. I would kill for a Slash between a older Toby/Jareth (Labyrinth) I fell in love with one Ron/Felix (Kim Possible)and sadly that's the only one I could find .. but the biggest surprise was the amount of Buffy fiction I had never known about, and I am Zooming through them like I did when I fist started to read HP (back in the day) mind you I lower tolerancy for bad fics ... maybe I've become Jaded...

Take the quiz: "Which Ellaran Element are you?"

Water
One of the Elements of the Goddess Nature, symbolized by the Chalice. Water is the Element of renewal and refreshment, of gentle change and rebirth. It is the means and method of reincarnation. You're a laid-back, fairly submissive individual. You don't let life's little troubles fuss you too much, because you can see the bigger picture. Your biggest fault is a propensity for indecisiveness.

Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"

ketamine.
you are ketamine. special, trippy, outgoing and spiritual.

Take the quiz: "Which Mean Girls Character Are you? (girlz)"

Cady Herron
Your a math freak, your a dork.
Take the quiz: "What piercing are you?"

Lip
You're not one of the popular kids, but who cares? you like it that way. you would rather die than be part of their crowd. you may doubt yourself at times but you know you're cool!

Take the quiz: "What kind of bf/gf are you?((with pix))"

touchy
Think...do you truly love this person??? You may just like his/her body...not their personality...you don't want a bad rep...or to break ne1's heart...what goes around comes around!!!

Take the quiz: "Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~"

Pretty girl By;Sugarcult
If you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It does'nt make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry your just like me.

Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Snow White
Your evil step-mum tried to kill you and now you live with 7 men...lucky girl.

Take the quiz: "What kind of underwear are you?"

G String!
Your a sexy, wild girl who ,likes to have a good time!

...well that was funn...all a lode of bull... but fun...